My mind is racing
It won't slow down.
Will I ever stop riding this merry-go-round?
Why did you do it?
Why did you hurt me?
Are you happy now?
Now that I hate you
Now that I can't hear you without flinching in fear
Now that I'm scared of what you'll do next.
I've learned the truth
No longer a child
I know about all that you've done.
All you like to do,
IT SICKENS ME!
I cry tears of anger
Of frustration, of HATE!
I want you to change!
Why won't you change?
All I want is my father back!
An act? I don't care.
A façade? Put it back up!
I don't want to be scared of you anymore!
Don't want any more screaming,
Fighting, yelling
There's no more tears left to cry
But I'm not ready to die
Now's not my time
Church bells won't chime
For my funeral tonight
Won't turn out the light
Still too optimistic
Trying to find a romantic
Want someone to prove me wrong
Want to find a place where I belong
Is that too much to ask for?
All I have left inside
Is an empty space far and wide
I want the pain to go away
Before I start to decay
Echoes of what I've heard
Cage me in like a bird
Stop repeating – I don't wanna hear it anymore
I understand – and it hurts me right down to my core
But my stupid foolish dream still stands strong
As I belt out another angry song
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PLEASE READ MY COMMENT ON THIS FIRST OR IT WON'T MAKE ANY SENSE!!! =)
Shots.
Claps.
A scream.
A chorus of: "Happy Birthday!"
Running:
In fear.
With glee.
Lives gone.
Candle blown out.
"Sanctuary."
Sanctuary.
Eternal rest.
Eternal playing.
Church bells mourn.
Playground cheers.
Second format:
Shots.